Bout to burn my apartment to the ground. Taking a shit and i see something moving on the floor to the side of me
Nah.
Nah.
By Apollo Go To PostI once got a 89.7 in a class and that shit kept me from a 4.0Well, the student is currently on an 80.2 so I'm not entirely sure what he expects to happen.
By reilo Go To PostThe universe fucking hates me. When is the sad supposed to stop?:(
We here for you.
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TIL there is a museum in my village. A creole house museum that is only open for a couple hours every Sunday during the summer and every second Sunday the rest of the year.
kinda why i used to box and play sports so often
nothing clears the mind like dirty elbows
let a friend hit you reilo
nothing clears the mind like dirty elbows
let a friend hit you reilo
Wife and I celebrated 4 year anniversary yesterday. Although in reality it's more like 15 lul.
5 year about to break pockets. She's already laying the ground work
Think we're gonna head back to Hawaii for 5th year trip. This time not as wide eyed and clueless smh.
5 year about to break pockets. She's already laying the ground work
Think we're gonna head back to Hawaii for 5th year trip. This time not as wide eyed and clueless smh.
Think I might take a few minutes after lunch to take pictures of the waterfront at the place I'm eating. $7 steak and gravy over rice and with a salad is a pretty decent deal.
By data Go To PostWaking up 3 hours early for work instead of an hour early for work has really helped lift my mood.Well yeah, when you wake up and go to work instantly you feel like your whole day is just consumed with work.
By Kibner Go To PostThink I might take a few minutes after lunch to take pictures of the waterfront at the place I'm eating. $7 steak and gravy over rice and with a salad is a pretty decent deal.
By NinjaFridge Go To Posthow long you in for?
By NinjaFridge Go To PostPM an admin to delete your account please
By RobNBanks Go To PostWell yeah, when you wake up and go to work instantly you feel like your whole day is just consumed with work.On the flipside, you can’t do much before work. Waking up at the last moment maximizes those after work hours.
By NinjaFridge Go To PostJa Rule?
By livefromkyoto Go To PostOn the flipside, you can’t do much before work. Waking up at the last moment maximizes those after work hours.But if you turn them into productive hours, you feel like after work is all party time.
Get your exercise / cleaning done before work, lots of time to drink after.
Re: Therapy
I did talk to someone. The conclusion my therapist came to was essentially that I have stunted masculinity problems going back to my youth due to how I was raised. It's why I put up with the married woman as much as I did. It's why I'm a heavily emotional person. That my starting working out was what caused me to gain some confidence because it was something that I knew subconsciously as masculine.
He wants me to invest into something with divisiveness to get a strong opinion about in hopes that I'll eventually wind up in a heated argument that's not personal with someone where I'm forced to stand my ground. Like politics or even sports. Not to be combative but just to have an opinion. And so I can have an opinion because a lot of my fears are wound in myself and how I come off to women. That in our exercises and examples my only insecurities and fears seemed to be triggered when a female presence was involved.
That my kindness isn't wrong, but it's misdirected and needs something to balance it out. Kind of Teddy Roosevelt's philosophy, funny enough.
I did talk to someone. The conclusion my therapist came to was essentially that I have stunted masculinity problems going back to my youth due to how I was raised. It's why I put up with the married woman as much as I did. It's why I'm a heavily emotional person. That my starting working out was what caused me to gain some confidence because it was something that I knew subconsciously as masculine.
He wants me to invest into something with divisiveness to get a strong opinion about in hopes that I'll eventually wind up in a heated argument that's not personal with someone where I'm forced to stand my ground. Like politics or even sports. Not to be combative but just to have an opinion. And so I can have an opinion because a lot of my fears are wound in myself and how I come off to women. That in our exercises and examples my only insecurities and fears seemed to be triggered when a female presence was involved.
That my kindness isn't wrong, but it's misdirected and needs something to balance it out. Kind of Teddy Roosevelt's philosophy, funny enough.
Aaaand my dizziness came back today. Around the same time as my tooth pain. Either it's tied to my tooth pain and my dentist missed it or it's related to the advil I took 24 hours ago and something in there makes me dizzy
By Smokey Go To PostWife and I celebrated 4 year anniversary yesterday. Although in reality it's more like 15 lul.
5 year about to break pockets. She's already laying the ground work
Think we're gonna head back to Hawaii for 5th year trip. This time not as wide eyed and clueless smh.
We didn't do shit for our 5th. I've asked what she wants to do for the 10th but it kinda depends on funds which depends on my future mortgage. I've toyed with upgrading her rock on the ring some since it wasn't very big when I proposed and was broke. IN a week we celebrate our 9th. Probably just do dinner and be happy there's no kids there lol
The up and down of sleeping too much, not sleeping at all, ruminating instead of sleeping, anxious dreams of the same ruminating thoughts... it's exhausting.
By reilo Go To PostThe up and down of sleeping too much, not sleeping at all, ruminating instead of sleeping, anxious dreams of the same ruminating thoughts… it's exhausting.Yeah, it sucks. I don't have any words of advice for ya on this.
By s y Go To PostLearned a new word. I do be ruminating.
Incredible.
So my nephew might have autism. He's almost 14 months old so too early for an official diagnosis but developmentally, he has been very slow. He hasn't even begun crawling yet, he doesn't roll about and he will grab things but only if you put them directly in front of him. My mum is concerned but my brother is going along with my sister-in-law who is quite stubborn.
Yall be getting screwed in these cell contracts WTF. ATT trying to hit me for $75 a month for an iPhone 8. It's $850 off contract. Plan 25 they have another 65 of charges on top of the 25 activation fee. I'm about at the point of buying it unlocked Apple as a fuck you to ATT.
By Furyous Go To PostYall be getting screwed in these cell contracts WTF. ATT trying to hit me for $75 a month for an iPhone 8. It's $850 off contract. Plan 25 they have another 65 of charges on top of the 25 activation fee. I'm about at the point of buying it unlocked Apple as a fuck you to ATT.My monthly is $110 for an S8.
It's absurd.
By Random Ass Username Go To PostI'm also annoyed with the streaming services raising prices too.I'm more annoyed that everyone thinks they should have a streaming service.
I have to get a root canal and a crown. I can deal with the pain because it'll be better than the pain I'm currently in, but the price tag is gonna kill me. My insurance will only cover the crown.
The assistant taps my teeth and figures out which one hurts and then the mother fucking dentist comes in and does that shit in stereo. Fool you could have just asked her
The assistant taps my teeth and figures out which one hurts and then the mother fucking dentist comes in and does that shit in stereo. Fool you could have just asked her
i just know my teeth are probably fucked. Look alright from the outside is why I've been putting off a dentist visit.
This one was a major crown before and even at the time my old(now retired) dentist was like hey this might work but you might have to get a root canal. I'm gonna put this little thing in there to help it heal and it was fine for months until recently.
now i'm kinda like hey can i get a refund on that first crown brutha
now i'm kinda like hey can i get a refund on that first crown brutha
The fact that americans are avoiding going to medical professionals out of fear of the cost is disgusting tbh.
I had to catch a root canal a few years ago. My tooth had been hurting for a minute, but one day I bit into some food, and I schwear to god it was one of the worst pains I've ever felt. To the point that I straight up left my food on the restaurant table and went home. Set up an appointment the next day and got that shit done.
Now that I think about it, I don't think they put a crown on either.
But that tooth pain during that bite was WOAT
Now that I think about it, I don't think they put a crown on either.
But that tooth pain during that bite was WOAT
By Smokey Go To PostI had to catch a root canal a few years ago. My tooth had been hurting for a minute, but one day I bit into some food, and I schwear to god it was one of the worst pains I've ever felt. To the point that I straight up left my food on the restaurant table and went home. Set up an appointment the next day and got that shit done.Think putting a crown on is the last stage of root canal.
Now that I think about it, I don't think they put a crown on either.
But that tooth pain during that bite was WOAT
crown is to strengthen the tooth after a root canal but not all of them require them, i believe canine and incisors don't usually.
yeah that pain is totally different from any other pain. it is immediate and its basically a pain where the swelling can't fan out so its completely fucking concentrated
like punch me in the skull over pressing a potato chip to my bad tooth rn
like punch me in the skull over pressing a potato chip to my bad tooth rn
The time i needed a root canal, I had the worst pain ever for 12+ hours.. stayed awake the entire night until i could get to a dentist. It was so, so awful.
I hate that no matter how productive my day can be, I can always feel the impeding emptiness just seeping through the moment I have nothing to fill my time with.
By reilo Go To PostI hate that no matter how productive my day can be, I can always feel the impeding emptiness just seeping through the moment I have nothing to fill my time with.I always fill that time with a walk
By reilo Go To PostI hate that no matter how productive my day can be, I can always feel the impeding emptiness just seeping through the moment I have nothing to fill my time with.
Same
By data Go To PostI always fill that time with a walk
See he lives in California and we are having a heat wave across the state
By Apollo Go To PostSee he lives in California and we are having a heat wave across the state
He also so white he gets cancer just seeing the sun.
By reilo Go To PostThe up and down of sleeping too much, not sleeping at all, ruminating instead of sleeping, anxious dreams of the same ruminating thoughts… it's exhausting.Are you me?
The people who text you randomly every couple of weeks or so to check up on you and see how you're doing and want nothing out of you nor play some stupid 'well i texted yo ufirst so you text me first or i wont text' are the greatest people in your life.
Of the 50ish people I have some sort of report the like... 3 that do that are the only 3 people i'd care about losing in my life.
Of the 50ish people I have some sort of report the like... 3 that do that are the only 3 people i'd care about losing in my life.
Not trying to humble brag but it's going to sound that way anyway. I go read insane relationship angst or family drama on the internet and even if it's embellished I still feel like shit's good in my life. Perspective is nice.