I can't sleep
Really. I wake up at 4 AM and sleep at midnight most of the times. Keep thinking about work, life and shit.
Thinking about medicating myself, but these pills are poison.
Really. I wake up at 4 AM and sleep at midnight most of the times. Keep thinking about work, life and shit.
Thinking about medicating myself, but these pills are poison.
By recon_zero Go To PostI can't sleepEh. I've been a 5 hour a night sleeper for over 20 years now.
Really. I wake up at 4 AM and sleep at midnight most of the times. Keep thinking about work, life and shit.
Thinking about medicating myself, but these pills are poison.
Just enjoy more awake time!
By giririsss Go To PostEh. I've been a 5 hour a night sleeper for over 20 years now.
Just enjoy more awake time!
I am gaining weight because I am more hungry if I sleep less
By recon_zero Go To PostI am gaining weight because I am more hungry if I sleep lessMy post was part joke. The amount of sleep everyone needs is a personal thing specifically tailored to you.
I exercise a lot, eat very health and small portions, and work hard. And i find that my body just rejects trying to get more than 5 hours of sleep a day.
But that's entirely me. If you're struggling you probably have made a lifestyle change, or need to make one, to find the balance again. Sometimes stress (which is what it sounds like in your post, and i've experienced that before) can really affect every area of your life, because you struggle to ever stop over thinking things. Which can come from many places.
Personally i had to learn to tackle problems straight up, and then let the ones i couldn't get to, go.
But it's different for everyone.
I'm going tomorrow to set the appointment for next week for my tattoo. The demand there is high so they rarely do walk-ins
The nice thing is that the best tattoo artist in northern Alabama works there. The bad thing is that everyone knows it. But I'm getting something simple to start and I'm going with a co-worker because she wants another.
nsfw: https://www.instagram.com/gross9978/?hl=en
The nice thing is that the best tattoo artist in northern Alabama works there. The bad thing is that everyone knows it. But I'm getting something simple to start and I'm going with a co-worker because she wants another.
nsfw: https://www.instagram.com/gross9978/?hl=en
I haven't gotten a tattoo because I don't know what I would be happy to have the rest of my life. It certainly isn't a logo for one of my sports teams or anything. The only thing that comes to mind is a crow to remember my dad by. That was his nickname when I was growing up.
By Kibner Go To PostI haven't gotten a tattoo because I don't know what I would be happy to have the rest of my life. It certainly isn't a logo for one of my sports teams or anything. The only thing that comes to mind is a crow to remember my dad by. That was his nickname when I was growing up.
Same. Everything seems cliche. I have nothing like you do that carries a personal tie either.
By s y Go To PostVery rarely do people get good tattoos.Yeah, and I've seen a whole lot of bad ones. It's one reason why I've been so wary in getting one.
I like tattoos, especially well contoured vibrant ones that take up a whole arm...
on other people.
Myself? Nah. I'm good. I feel a particular way about something I got shirts, my home's walls and even jewelry for that.
on other people.
Myself? Nah. I'm good. I feel a particular way about something I got shirts, my home's walls and even jewelry for that.
At my desk and thinking...someone could just stab me in my head and I wouldnt even see it coming.
My back is to everyone. Might have to change desks.
My back is to everyone. Might have to change desks.
By s y Go To PostAt my desk and thinking…someone could just stab me in my head and I wouldnt even see it coming.You're far more likely to do from your cooking.
My back is to everyone. Might have to change desks.
By s y Go To PostAt my desk and thinking…someone could just stab me in my head and I wouldnt even see it coming.WTF do you do to your co-workers that you think one is going to stab you IN THE SKULL.
My back is to everyone. Might have to change desks.
Hey guys, thanks for the thoughts.
Seems the kid is in a coma at the moment. The big brother has returned to school. Apparently he didn’t push the brother, but it was just an accident when they were together alone in the playground.
Hopefully, the kid wakes up soon.
Seems the kid is in a coma at the moment. The big brother has returned to school. Apparently he didn’t push the brother, but it was just an accident when they were together alone in the playground.
Hopefully, the kid wakes up soon.
By recon_zero Go To PostI can't sleep
Really. I wake up at 4 AM and sleep at midnight most of the times. Keep thinking about work, life and shit.
Thinking about medicating myself, but these pills are poison.
It sounds to me, nonscientific diagnosis of course, that you suffer from anxiety or insomnia. Both of these will keep you up for a long time. Get some Trazodone to help you sleep longer and harder.
I'm pulling for the homie Shanks.
As for me, I'm working too much trying to save money for all the presents I have to buy for white friday. It's time to follow the example of my Trump supporting countrymen/women and be obnoxious as fuck on white friday. I'll be smart about it and camp out online instead of going to stores acting a damn fool over a $100 1080p HDTV.
I have no idea why I was invited, but I'm going to my old uni's CSIT Department Advisory Committee Annual Meeting. They didn't reject me when I responded to the out-of-the-blue email they sent me about it so I guess it wasn't a mistake?
By s y Go To PostAmbushAhh, my favorite Saints play call ever. Thanks for triggering a good memory, Sy!
Aight, so that meeting I went to earlier today was basically a way for the school to reach out to local industry and get their opinion on how students appear to be prepared when hired (and fund raise). The main curriculum things that were brought up was more instruction on application integration and more exposure to tooling (various forms of source control and how to use debuggers).
The other big talking point that took up half the meeting time was how to get more women and PoC as students. That is a far more difficult thing to accomplish than the other goals. Ideas were batted about as to how to appeal beyond "hey, comp sci is cool and interesting!". Expose more of the human element and how what comp sci majors produce is beneficial to others.
Another thing was how toxic/obnoxious some of the white male dominated student base could be and taking steps towards combating that so as to make others feel comfortable and interested in joining/staying. Responsibility was taken by both the school and the local business for both this and the greater diversity issues.
We then had a tour of the new building. The acoustics are terrible due to room design; too much echo. I'm also not a fan of the overly industrious aesthetic that was chosen. Then again, the Industrial Technology school had more influence over the building than the Comp Sci school.
The other big talking point that took up half the meeting time was how to get more women and PoC as students. That is a far more difficult thing to accomplish than the other goals. Ideas were batted about as to how to appeal beyond "hey, comp sci is cool and interesting!". Expose more of the human element and how what comp sci majors produce is beneficial to others.
Another thing was how toxic/obnoxious some of the white male dominated student base could be and taking steps towards combating that so as to make others feel comfortable and interested in joining/staying. Responsibility was taken by both the school and the local business for both this and the greater diversity issues.
We then had a tour of the new building. The acoustics are terrible due to room design; too much echo. I'm also not a fan of the overly industrious aesthetic that was chosen. Then again, the Industrial Technology school had more influence over the building than the Comp Sci school.
Moving into my own apartment with my gf on Sunday. Been a fuck up my whole life so at the young age of 28, I’m finally able to afford my own place.
Shit is crazy how much my life has changed over this past year. A year ago at this time I was depressed and considered suicide.
Also getting that Fios gigabit Internet 🙏🏽the best part about moving out
Shit is crazy how much my life has changed over this past year. A year ago at this time I was depressed and considered suicide.
Also getting that Fios gigabit Internet 🙏🏽the best part about moving out
By s y Go To Postdamn, first apartment and you have to share it? with your gf too? damn
this guy
I wanna help some folks but god damn the bureaucracy in the way of just trying to even do shit to your own property is insane.
By s y Go To PostVery rarely do people get good tattoos.
True. Rarely do anyone have as good taste as me.
By data Go To Post
Congrats on never having sex after A woman asks what your tat is
By Apollo Go To PostCongrats on never having sex after A woman asks what your tat isgirls dont actually give a shit what your tattoos mean
By data Go To Postgirls dont actually give a shit what your tattoos mean
Yeah but they care if a dude likes wrestling. No one wants to be attached to the toxic community
By Apollo Go To PostYeah but they care if a dude likes wrestling. No one wants to be attached to the toxic communityhttp://www.cbc.ca/news/world/mexican-lucha-libre-wrestling-suddenly-hot-with-l-a-hipsters-1.3298818
By data Go To Posthttp://www.cbc.ca/news/world/mexican-lucha-libre-wrestling-suddenly-hot-with-l-a-hipsters-1.3298818
I've lived in LA in 2015. I wouldn't go near any of the women you see at those events.
Honestly if I see someone with just a wrestling shirt I start looking at the exit because anyone that would wear a shirt like that out isn't in a proper mental state. If I saw a wrestling tattoo I would call the cops and tell them someone was about to shoot up the bar.
This is gross but I wish someone had told me this at some point before now:
If you piss more than usual this can be a serious thing. You don't need to feel like your dick burns or be in constant pain or feel like you are going to pop a kidney. Simply getting up more than once, occasionally, at night to piss is a big red flag. You should go to a doctor and talk to them, and maybe get a urine and blood test done to see what is up. I just got done having a serious septic infection of the prostate, which went from about a month of peeing more often, to a week of feeling a bit sore in around the hips, to next day being about as sick as I've been since I had meningitis as a kid. As far as they can tell it was a regular UTI that just crept up and blasted my prostate all of a sudden one day.
I'd always thought, UTI is pretty easy to pick, and I'd never had one before now - I thought there would be, say, burning sensation, piss turns funny smells or colours, some kind of crud comes out of your dick, whatever. Nope, that doesn't need to be a symptom at all. You can also be pissing disolved blood and not have it be any particular funny colour - looks like perfectly healthy piss of a person drinking more than enough water, actually full of blood and antibodies.
Weeks later I am on my 5th course of antibiotics and fiiiinally getting something like regular sleep and health back. Also this: I had a followup appointment on monday this week, did another round of piss and blood tests, then later got a call back to come in urgently. I had already booked a followup and said, yeah but I'm already coming in later in the week, can it wait? They said, nope, that's too late, come in now. Spent about 3 hours thinking what this would be (probably something ironic given that I'd told everyone at least it's not some fuckin bladder cancer or some serious shit) and got in to see the doc........... who it turned out, had simply misread the fax of my results from last month and thought they were yesterdays and wanted to treat this urgent septic infection. Feeling like I dodged the most immense bullet of my life even though nothing actually happened.
Anyway that is some shit I wish I'd had filed away mentally before now, rather than just writing it off to probably drinking too much before bed.
If you piss more than usual this can be a serious thing. You don't need to feel like your dick burns or be in constant pain or feel like you are going to pop a kidney. Simply getting up more than once, occasionally, at night to piss is a big red flag. You should go to a doctor and talk to them, and maybe get a urine and blood test done to see what is up. I just got done having a serious septic infection of the prostate, which went from about a month of peeing more often, to a week of feeling a bit sore in around the hips, to next day being about as sick as I've been since I had meningitis as a kid. As far as they can tell it was a regular UTI that just crept up and blasted my prostate all of a sudden one day.
I'd always thought, UTI is pretty easy to pick, and I'd never had one before now - I thought there would be, say, burning sensation, piss turns funny smells or colours, some kind of crud comes out of your dick, whatever. Nope, that doesn't need to be a symptom at all. You can also be pissing disolved blood and not have it be any particular funny colour - looks like perfectly healthy piss of a person drinking more than enough water, actually full of blood and antibodies.
Weeks later I am on my 5th course of antibiotics and fiiiinally getting something like regular sleep and health back. Also this: I had a followup appointment on monday this week, did another round of piss and blood tests, then later got a call back to come in urgently. I had already booked a followup and said, yeah but I'm already coming in later in the week, can it wait? They said, nope, that's too late, come in now. Spent about 3 hours thinking what this would be (probably something ironic given that I'd told everyone at least it's not some fuckin bladder cancer or some serious shit) and got in to see the doc........... who it turned out, had simply misread the fax of my results from last month and thought they were yesterdays and wanted to treat this urgent septic infection. Feeling like I dodged the most immense bullet of my life even though nothing actually happened.
Anyway that is some shit I wish I'd had filed away mentally before now, rather than just writing it off to probably drinking too much before bed.
Good luck with that sylant.
On the topic of your post. I did read once that you should try and hold in a piss before sex, so that afterwards it acts like a good old cleaning of the pipes and helpa to cut down on UTI.
Not sure how true that is.
On the topic of your post. I did read once that you should try and hold in a piss before sex, so that afterwards it acts like a good old cleaning of the pipes and helpa to cut down on UTI.
Not sure how true that is.
Simply getting up more than once, occasionally, at night to piss is a big red flag.Like this happened once or twice a week for you and that was enough of a flag? Damn.
Glad you’re okay though.
By reilo Go To PostLike this happened once or twice a week for you and that was enough of a flag? Damn.
Glad you’re okay though.
It was for the docs when I told them! Up til then it was just this annoying urge to piss at night, then, not really taking a huge piss that would justify the urgency it woke me up with. The whole burning piss thing only happened after I got seriously sick with it. So yeah, there are places an infection can set up that don't immediately trigger a big immune response and don't immediately target something with a lot of pain nerves in it, and the only thing that happens is you get a bit of inflammation that reduces bladder volume or changes how your internal bladder-full sense triggers.
Management sucks sometimes, had a lady I manage try and "throw me under the bus" (I dont know if this is universal term = think back stab kinda).
I'm just speechless and not sure what to think, I've protected this lady because quite frankly she's incredibly inconsistent at her job probably not good enough but alas she felt the need to open up the director of the firm about all the times I've been late and ever snidey little thing she could think of to deflect blame from of the questions he was asking her (she hasnt grasped being accountable for anything) and some of it was quite personal.
Geniunely speechless as I typically protect her because she finds my director aggresive but think she can be culterally misunderstood.
I was this close to telling him well she's fucking the director about to open up or NY office but didnt want to seem tit for tat.
I'm shocked she took that route, like what did she think my director was gunna say smh. He gives zero fucks about that and purely cares about her output which is severely lacking and I've done my utmost to protect her because I feel she is capable but needs to be caoched ina different way but no problem, from the birds nest she shall fly smh.
I'm just speechless and not sure what to think, I've protected this lady because quite frankly she's incredibly inconsistent at her job probably not good enough but alas she felt the need to open up the director of the firm about all the times I've been late and ever snidey little thing she could think of to deflect blame from of the questions he was asking her (she hasnt grasped being accountable for anything) and some of it was quite personal.
Geniunely speechless as I typically protect her because she finds my director aggresive but think she can be culterally misunderstood.
I was this close to telling him well she's fucking the director about to open up or NY office but didnt want to seem tit for tat.
I'm shocked she took that route, like what did she think my director was gunna say smh. He gives zero fucks about that and purely cares about her output which is severely lacking and I've done my utmost to protect her because I feel she is capable but needs to be caoched ina different way but no problem, from the birds nest she shall fly smh.
By Kidjr Go To PostManagement sucks sometimes, had a lady I manage try and "throw me under the bus" (I dont know if this is universal term = think back stab kinda).
I'm just speechless and not sure what to think, I've protected this lady because quite frankly she's incredibly inconsistent at her job probably not good enough but alas she felt the need to open up the director of the firm about all the times I've been late and ever snidey little thing she could think of to deflect blame from of the questions he was asking her (she hasnt grasped being accountable for anything) and some of it was quite personal.
Geniunely speechless as I typically protect her because she finds my director aggresive but think she can be culterally misunderstood.
I was this close to telling him well she's fucking the director about to open up or NY office but didnt want to seem tit for tat.
I'm shocked she took that route, like what did she think my director was gunna say smh. He gives zero fucks about that and purely cares about her output which is severely lacking and I've done my utmost to protect her because I feel she is capable but needs to be caoched ina different way but no problem, from the birds nest she shall fly smh.
She's not someone you should try to protect anymore. Or even care about. She's now just temporarily sitting in a seat that will soon be empty.
Being part of a team means being a team player. She has no interest in it, and so you should no longer try to shield her. Let all of her poor performance show, and don't waste your time with it anymore.
And if she's that bad at the job, you'll be better off replacing her in the long term anyway.
Sometimes the hard part of management is taking this stuff, acting professionally about it, but re-adjusting your plans, and moving forward.
Move forward, with out her.
By Kidjr Go To PostManagement sucks sometimes, had a lady I manage try and "throw me under the bus" (I dont know if this is universal term = think back stab kinda).So, she did a "but what about Kidjr" on you, huh?
I'm just speechless and not sure what to think, I've protected this lady because quite frankly she's incredibly inconsistent at her job probably not good enough but alas she felt the need to open up the director of the firm about all the times I've been late and ever snidey little thing she could think of to deflect blame from of the questions he was asking her (she hasnt grasped being accountable for anything) and some of it was quite personal.
Geniunely speechless as I typically protect her because she finds my director aggresive but think she can be culterally misunderstood.
I was this close to telling him well she's fucking the director about to open up or NY office but didnt want to seem tit for tat.
I'm shocked she took that route, like what did she think my director was gunna say smh. He gives zero fucks about that and purely cares about her output which is severely lacking and I've done my utmost to protect her because I feel she is capable but needs to be caoched ina different way but no problem, from the birds nest she shall fly smh.