By Lunatic Go To PostFF#2 probably would do better if he took up a hobby or just went to gym and worked out. Exercise is so fucking important for relieving stress. Humans aren't meant to be sedentary animals; there are real psychological and physiological benefits from putting your body under stress.At undergraduate, I played tennis multiple times a week, walking 45 minutes each time to get there (one way) and also went to the gym multiple times a week. I lost over 50 pounds. Still miserable.
By FortuneFaded Go To PostAt undergraduate, I played tennis multiple times a week, walking 45 minutes each time to get there (one way) and also went to the gym multiple times a week. I lost over 50 pounds. Still miserable.You ever tried medical help? I know that SSRI's can really help some people. Also do you have any close friends that you can chill with?
I will never be able to understand the pain you are going through everyday but know that there is an entire footy community here that enjoy your contributions.
By Lunatic Go To PostYou ever tried medical help? I know that SSRI's can really help some people. Also do you have any close friends that you can chill with?Yes, I’ve taken multiple medications, with increased dosages when nothing changed, and nothing ever changed. I have no friends at all, let alone close.
By FortuneFaded Go To PostYes, I’ve taken multiple medications, with increased dosages when nothing changed, and nothing ever changed. I have no friends at all, let alone close.You have friends here m7 though we aren't irl ones. Have you ever tried MDMA, Psilocybin or Ayahuasca treatment?
By Lunatic Go To PostHave you ever tried MDMA, Psilocybin or Ayahuasca treatment?No. I only took the medications in the first place because they threatened to put me back in the psychiatric ward if I didn't (and refused to admit it was blackmail).
I'm not interested in searching for treatments. I don't feel I have depression. Depression to me is when someone's mood changes for the worse and they want to kill themself to stop them feeling that way, whereas I'm stuck in a situation I don't want to be in, and my mood is low because of that fact. It's cause and effect flipped. I bet if you kidnapped people, stuck in solitary confinement, they would develop a lot of depression symptoms, and people in the mental health field would diagnose those them as such and prescribe medications for that. But the best thing to help would be to solve the underlying problem and let them free.
I feel like I'm stuck in prison, and people keep offering drugs to take it more tolerable when I could just run and climb over the barbed wire fence to freedom which would instantly solve the problem.
By FortuneFaded Go To PostYes, I’ve taken multiple medications, with increased dosages when nothing changed, and nothing ever changed. I have no friends at all, let alone close.I don't think it matters what professional you talk to or what meds you take its probably not possible to be anywhere close to happy if you don't have friends. I feel for you, man.
By Call Sign: Apollo Go To PostAlright what dating app do people use in London?London's dating scene ain't great, you might be better off at hangout/ meet up ecents/spots.
Genuine question, FF - I hope this doesn’t come across as rude. If you are planning to kill yourself once you’ve finished your degree, what’s the point of doing the degree? Like, why not just do it now?
It suggests there’s some sort of value you attribute to that degree that gives your life purpose. Is there nothing else that can do that for you?
It suggests there’s some sort of value you attribute to that degree that gives your life purpose. Is there nothing else that can do that for you?
By n8 dogg Go To PostLike, why not just do it now?
i know this isnt what you meant. but this is really funny tbh
By n8 dogg Go To PostGenuine question, FF - I hope this doesn’t come across as rude. If you are planning to kill yourself once you’ve finished your degree, what’s the point of doing the degree? Like, why not just do it now?1) Someone killing themselves during the middle of their phd is cliche. People will accuse me of not being able to cope with the stress or the work. Now someone killing themselves after successfully defending is much more unique. It's a talking point and much more memorable. I will still be labelled as irrational but there will be cognitive dissonance involved given the rationality and logic required to complete my degree.
It suggests there’s some sort of value you attribute to that degree that gives your life purpose. Is there nothing else that can do that for you?
2) Back in 2019, I was put in the psychiatric ward for the second time because I sent an e-mail to my advisor saying that I was going to end my life after finishing the phd. I was given the hold because it was classified I was an "imminent danger" to myself which I told them was bullshit at the time because I was years away from finishing. If I do it before finishing, that retroactively justifies their actions, if I do it afterwards, they can claim their intervention helped in delaying. If I do it exactly when I said I would, then that demonstrates that it was futile and should not have been done.
3) If I had the courage to do it, I would have already done it. I'm hoping that fixing a date will push me to do it. I'm already making plans for if I don't do it because I will probably chicken out. I'm terrified of dying and death, because I'm not religious, I don't see it as a next step, it's simply non-existence.
All in all, I have two options, either end it myself or just be miserable for a few more decades until I die of natural causes. Either leads to the same outcome, I'm just choosing the one with less misery.
By WoodenLung Go To Posti know this isnt what you meant. but this is really funny tbh
By FortuneFaded Go To PostHow many swimming pools?There's a fishpond on the side in the garden but you can put your feet in it if you want.
Classic movie.
I like how FortuneFaded can write in depth how he's gonna kill himself, and then just be like "yeah, those are some sweet cupcakes" in the next reply.
I like how FortuneFaded can write in depth how he's gonna kill himself, and then just be like "yeah, those are some sweet cupcakes" in the next reply.
damn i didn't even read up before posting lol. im not that insensitive i promise
happy new years and shit guys
happy new years and shit guys
By FortuneFaded Go To Post1) Someone killing themselves during the middle of their phd is cliche. People will accuse me of not being able to cope with the stress or the work. Now someone killing themselves after successfully defending is much more unique. It's a talking point and much more memorable. I will still be labelled as irrational but there will be cognitive dissonance involved given the rationality and logic required to complete my degree.There's hope
2) Back in 2019, I was put in the psychiatric ward for the second time because I sent an e-mail to my advisor saying that I was going to end my life after finishing the phd. I was given the hold because it was classified I was an "imminent danger" to myself which I told them was bullshit at the time because I was years away from finishing. If I do it before finishing, that retroactively justifies their actions, if I do it afterwards, they can claim their intervention helped in delaying. If I do it exactly when I said I would, then that demonstrates that it was futile and should not have been done.
3) If I had the courage to do it, I would have already done it. I'm hoping that fixing a date will push me to do it. I'm already making plans for if I don't do it because I will probably chicken out. I'm terrified of dying and death, because I'm not religious, I don't see it as a next step, it's simply non-existence.
All in all, I have two options, either end it myself or just be miserable for a few more decades until I die of natural causes. Either leads to the same outcome, I'm just choosing the one with less misery.
https://www.reddit.com/r/Justfuckmyshitup/comments/zzz5qq/edward_scissorhands_at_sportsclips_castleton_in/?utm_source=share&utm_medium=ios_app&utm_name=iossmf
I always wondered what a haircut looks like from a franchise
I always wondered what a haircut looks like from a franchise
By You got 14 bricks right there? Go To PostClassic movie.
I like how FortuneFaded can write in depth how he's gonna kill himself, and then just be like "yeah, those are some sweet cupcakes" in the next reply.
By FortuneFaded Go To PostPublished author ladsWhoa niiiiice!Paper: https://docdro.id/x2qalnw
Are you going to work for Nvidia, AMD or Intel?
I know groceries are dumb expensive now but I went to Kroger randomly and it was like 20 bucks cheaper than getting the same shit at Publix. Make it make sense.
By domino Go To PostI know groceries are dumb expensive now but I went to Kroger randomly and it was like 20 bucks cheaper than getting the same shit at Publix. Make it make sense.
Maybe because you time travelled back to 2022
By DY_nasty Go To PostThey still got Kroger's?Don't they own like everything?
By DY_nasty Go To PostThey still got Kroger's?The largest supermarket chain in the US after Walmart? Yes.
By DY_nasty Go To PostThey still got Kroger's?Fred Meyer, Ralph's, QFC, Foods co, Food 4 Less, King Soopers and numerous others are all "Kroger".
By DY_nasty Go To PostI associated Krogers with abject poverty all my life lmaoIt's where I do my grocery shopping. So apt.
By DY_nasty Go To PostI associated Krogers with abject poverty all my life lmaoThat's Winn Dixie
Food 4 Less, Grocery Outlet, QFC, Winn Co and Food Co are the ones I would hit up when I was part time on pennies and food stamps.
By s y Go To PostThat's Winn Dixiegot nothing on piggly wiggly
By s y Go To PostThat's Winn DixiePiggly Wiggly
Albertsons is where you went if you had money.
E: dammit Dy lmao
By s y Go To PostPiggly Wiggly sounds like a National Lampoon scene
I got rid of facebook a few years ago, like right before the start of the pandemic. I found it was nothing but negativity, and I initially got it just to find a woman I worked with who was probably the woman I should have married. I had beef with 1 person in particular on FB, he was a dickhead to be honest, and I had seen him in person I probably would have slapped him. Well, he died like right after I got rid of it in Sept 2019 and when I found out I was gonna rejoin just to drop a laughing smiley on the last post we were beefing on, but decided that was too much work, especially since he was dead. I seen his brother at the store who I was cool with, first time in like 10 years too, and we were talking and when he said "You heard about my brother :( " all I said was "yeah" and then there was awkward silence while he just stared at me before we said peace and I left. He was obviously waiting for me to say my condolences, but I didn't fuck with dude, so why would I say anything positive or express any kind of sorrow? Batman rules, I'm not gonna diss you while you're dead, but I'm also not gonna offer condolences.
By DY_nasty Go To PostThey still got Kroger's?in Atlanta yeah. its nice af too I was surprised when i got here.
By i can get you a toe Go To PostFred Meyer, Ralph's, QFC, Foods co, Food 4 Less, King Soopers and numerous others are all "Kroger".Harris Teeter too
By You got 14 bricks right there? Go To PostI got rid of facebook a few years ago, like right before the start of the pandemic. I found it was nothing but negativity, and I initially got it just to find a woman I worked with who was probably the woman I should have married. I had beef with 1 person in particular on FB, he was a dickhead to be honest, and I had seen him in person I probably would have slapped him. Well, he died like right after I got rid of it in Sept 2019 and when I found out I was gonna rejoin just to drop a laughing smiley on the last post we were beefing on, but decided that was too much work, especially since he was dead. I seen his brother at the store who I was cool with, first time in like 10 years too, and we were talking and when he said "You heard about my brother :( " all I said was "yeah" and then there was awkward silence while he just stared at me before we said peace and I left. He was obviously waiting for me to say my condolences, but I didn't fuck with dude, so why would I say anything positive or express any kind of sorrow? Batman rules, I'm not gonna diss you while you're dead, but I'm also not gonna offer condolences.aren't the condolences for his family like sorry you are hurting, not an expression that you fucked with him?
